hati.ini

semenjak dua menjak nih..hati nih bagai haihhhh dihiris sembilu..xtau knape ade je yg x kena..nampak luaran tsenyum bahagia tp pd dasar nye...? mcm2 mslh yg dtg..xkira lah psl ape je..kerja,peribadi, persekitaran, kawan2... smue nye...


permulaan 2011 tidak lah sebaik yg dsangka..segalanya seperti puting beliung..bagai tsunami mhempas bumi..knape dlm muka bumi nih ade makhluk yg btopengkan topeng...?? ehh ape aku merepek nih... bottom line iz..i hate POKER FACE!


so here goes the story..there's one freaking effing annoying one person tat really pissed me off. how can a well trained staff be such UNPROFESSIONAL at all..???! thank GOD she's outta there in few weeks time.. we dunt need UNprofessional in d organization :D


now goes to a person called 'friend'.. sumtimes not all friends can be trusted..not all can be yours truly friends..well we cant even notice how they wud be appeared in real life sumtimes. there few friends that i've known for so long..turns out to be....?? POKER FACE..but at one point they wud turned back their head and realize..'hey! u're just they same zara i've known huh..?' hahahaha!! well do i have to change for sumthing im not..?? hmmm sumtimes i wonder it too. hope i wont get to deal with this suckers anymore..tired oredi..


love..ohh such a sarcastic word for me now..wanna know y..? dunt believe in it anymore..sumtimes it just fade away..or shud i say its GONE...? muahahaha! well lets put it straight..love are not only by meant of 2 person falling in love..heyy FOCUS u guys! im talking bout love of doing sumthing..i used to love doing my work but sudenly now FEED-UP.. too much work with too much drama..i wonder wat do i love most of doing nowadays.....think i might be searching for my 'new love'..heheehee


opss gotta go..my tummy are crying like hell..see u soon..


Lourve,
Zara

and.the.award.goes.to

Kali pertama aku mengenalimu

Mahu bersama

Mahu bersama

Raut wajahmu bersih

Meyakinkan hati ini

Aku terpaut

Semua dusta palsu

Aku tertipu

Keperibadianmu

Berubah menurut nafsu

Panggilanmu gelaranmu

Baru ku tahu

Lakon layarmu hebat

Terpukau ku melihat

Isi hati murahan

Sampai bila

Kau mahu tersesat

Tidak kau penat

Hidup penuh muslihat

Mahkotamu Raja Drama

Kau masih berpura-pura

Kata-katamu hanya propaganda

Mengejar hijau ungu

Mata kelabu

Ini bukan kau yang pernah ku kenal dulu

Panggilanmu gelaranmu

Baruku tahu

Panggilanmu gelaranmu

Baru ku tahu

Kau bertakhta

Bagai maharaja di atas lembah

Lakon layarmu yang terhebat

Memukau mata melihat

Tidak kau penat

Hidup penuh dengan tipu muslihat

Sampai bila Raja Drama

Sampai bila Raja Drama

Tidak kau penat

Hidup penuh dengan tipu muslihat

Sampai bila Raja Drama

Sampai bila Raja Drama

Tidak kau penat

Hidup penuh dengan tipu muslihat

drama.king

its been a while..life been upside down diz few days..drama drama drama..all i can say iz..im broken hearted by the drama u made...

so here goes the story..

im in love with such a good actor

i've known him for who he iz

BAD

TERRIBLE

NAUGHTY

KIND HEARTED

HUMBLE

but then he changed

i wonder y the hell did he change

being a good man in front of my face

ANGELIC all of the sudden

turns out to be

DRAMA KING!

 alhamdulillah Allah showed me everything

sorry to say but u just broke my TRUST

once broken considered SOLD

dunt be such a jerk try to change things just to make u look good front of me

BULLSHITS

be YOURSELF instead

i didnt even asked u to change

one day Allah will open ur heart to change urself

no need to bullshit me lah

all i can say now 

got it??

so

GUESS.versus.OTHERS

GUESS jenama yg tidak asing lg di negara ini malah di serata dunia

tp malang nya aku tidak gemarkan jenama yg konon2 nya mewah ini

nape ek??

no komen

eh ke nak komen sket......hmmmm

anyway, mmg aku dr dlu2 x minat jenama ? nih

aku igt lg time aku study kt Uni, blambak2 student pkai jenama nih

celop pon celop lah janji GUESS!

slh satu sbb nape aku x suke adalah kerana ramai sgt pakai jenama nih

smp da xtau ori ke atau tak

seigt aku dr dlu aku cume ade 2 3 helai baju guess je

handbags?? jgn harap aku akn pkai guess

pd aku xde pon keistimewaan GUESS nih

mahal tp design same jek

sebab tuh la aku x suke

sebab aku nih jns 'weirdo'

aku lbh suke pkai bnde2 yg jarang org pkai n nampak

even brg or baju/ beg/ kasut tuh aku beli kt street market jek!

one of the Guess Store back in Atlanta

mmg x teringin pon msok coz surely xkan beli pape

ini pilihan aku!

jeng jeng jeng

CHRISTIAN DIOR

ini lah jenama handbags pilihan aku mase aku zaman muda2

menarik babe!

ade ke org pakai CD cam aku nih??

class x?? ekceli bkn sebab classy but coz it's so weird!

kasOt die pon ngaaaam cam bwh nih ;)

AX

aku start pakai nih coz ex aku dlu mmg gile AX

unfortunately skrg aku da kapel ngn owner AX

hahahaha!

lg la aku syOk!

 sape bole teka nih kasot jenama ape???
muahahahaa! inilah KUDA!

dari kasot ke baju semue nye menarik..n harga pon affortable

PEDAL WORKS

aku suke kasot PW nih coz sgt cozzy,stylish,simple n comfortable

harge pon not bad la

worth it ngan comfort die

jalan 5-6 jam kt mall pon x sakit lgsg ok

jenama nih skali skale je bole gune tp aku ade byk beg2 LV..xde la nak beli ORIGINAL...

stakat 'mirror image' tuh mampu lg la beli tp mmg setahun beli 1

klau x mmg sah2 BANKRUP walaupun mirror image

ini adalah kilang kasot ku!

muahahahaha!

aku rase stakat nih aku ade more than 200 shoes from vincci in my collections

byk ke??

tuh pon ade yg da buang

sbb ape ade byk??

sbb aku mmg gile kasot!

inilah port aku ngn bff aku slalu gi

baju n aksesoriessss kt cni sgt pelik!

hahaha so...da tau nape aku gi kan??

love MNG but sumtimes xde size aku

so mmg jarang2 aku BERJAYA mdapat bju MNG yg btol2 ngam ngn bdn aku yg petite nih

 ZARA

yeaaay!

nih jenama NO 1 aku

xmo cakap banyak

I LOVE ZARA SO MUCH

my.bff.on.blogging.stuffy!!!

yoyoyoooo main yoyo...hahahaha!! arinih ade cite best..! my bff NURUL FATIHA da ade blog u olsss :P.. Smlm ktorg lepak kt pavi then tgh2 melantak kt dome, die bole lak tunjuk blog die which is...woooooo gempakssss siot! even she's a baby steps doing d blogging thingy but im excited!!! mau nye x excited sbb slame nih die ckp 'eeee x minat lah nk syok sndri' muaahahaha! tuh sbb ktorg bce blog org yg suke 'syok sendri'...

here's her short preview of d blog tat so 'sweeeeeeetnye.' (bak kate die la...)

sape hebat try la cari link.... (sarcastic mode)

to my bff

welcome to d bloging wOrld babe ;)

anyway..yesterday we had great time..

da lame x kuar b3..me, ayun n axlan

ktOrg poie lepaks kt dome ntah brape lame makan smp nk muntah

pastu layan movie seasons of the witch (which nk gugur jantung aku tgk)

pastu balik tgk AJL smbil makan KFC

pastu x setuju lgsg Ana Rafali bole dinobatkan sebagai Juara Lagu

ok tu je nk update... (since makcik ayun ckp aku da lme x update blog)

new.year.resolutions

Yehaaa... it's the 3rd day of 2011.. Shud be posting yester but yester wuz a crazy day.. y?? NO MOOD at all plus i went to my fren's wedding so no time to online except updating my twitter since both my phone spt mau kne campak gaung! Ip n bB same jek. Pkai SE lg best kot. Anyway, along the way there, i had few reso tat definitely shud be include the my 2011 New Resolutions.. (mcm gempak jer bunyi nye kan)



Alhamdulillah..2010's reso i managed to complete mostly all of them..Just few minor unrealistic resos..but still im satisfied for wat i've achieved. mostly for the 4.00 resultsssss (u know when i said resultsss means more than once!!)










So here goes my Reso's list (klau rse2 unachievable tuh ignore jek coz at least i got the dream of making it come true :P )

being a more loyal servant of Allah s.w.t

buy my own house wit the name of OWNER as myself!

touch-up Dolly (change everything from exterior to interior)

expanding my career (which by means im gonna be moreeee workaholic)

there's a knot to be tied up! :P (Ya Allah make it easier for us)

  less partying domestics n overseas

blogging more frequently to update myself to da world (as if i got time for it...??? Ahaaaah!)

be more independence (can it be more than now...???)

being more patience in any sort of problemoooossss

more holidays

wearing hijab (hmmm i got diz weird feeling of wearing it lately...)

less shopping

wanna be a billionaire

less bullied by others (i forgive peps easily thoo)

less fboOkin

more tweeting

buy more shoes (ok shudnt i supposed to be less shopping...?)

more success n loveable wit zee bOyfie

till then...adiosss amigosss..

p.s, i lourve u ;)

goodbye.2010.welcome.2011

As Salam...

There we go..2010 are leaving us (which by the time i've posted diz entry, it has been gone) There's so much to be remember in 2010 but sometimes we must look forward and just walk straight never look back. 2011 hopefully will be a blessing year for me and the family as well and of course for everyone single human being in diz world.

2010
Started with so many unforgettable things..but as i crossed my journey, it all seems to change. From painful to cheerful memories. Sometimes people do make mistakes and those mistakes are meant to be learned. We learned from the past..As we grow older, those experiences makes us more stronger and brighter. Forgive people who has been doing wrong to you. They might hurt your feeling but who knows you might hurt their's too. God knows...

For all mistakes that I've done... from the bottom of my heart "i am sorry for all the things i have might hurt your feeling. may we all are blessed by the Almighty God. Let's forget the past and starts a brand new year"

For someone that i hope will be reading diz (which i doubt it).. we began our 'perkenalan' it quite a harsh way. I wish we cud be friends coz we had our terrific own lives now. My apology to you if I've done terrible things to you and i had forgive you for what ever done to me..Let's just say we are now 0-0

Januar 10
There's nothing much happen in diz month except...I'm wishing for the best thru out the year of 2010. and also it wuz the month I've started working with the new company 'Trisystem Group'.. Bless me

Februar 10
It wuz the month where me n him started to become 'close friend'. From just being a 'hangout' friends to 'close' friends. He made me go stronger to face the sobering days. Nothing much to say on diz month also :)

Marz 10
It wuz the month of my favorite!! My big day wuz on diz month. Yeaaaay! Everything wuz going according to plan except my BFF's dad passed away on my big day. Ya Allah tempatkan dia di kalangan hamba² Mu yg beriman serta beramal solleh.. I've started to get more busy during diz month with work. I'm expanding my career during diz month. Alhamdulillah...

April 10
Ahaaah! I've started to have crushed on  my 'close friend'... Wehooo unexpected at all.. I remembered that I've quoted The best date is with someone who can take you anywhere without touching anything but your heart. And that's HIM 'Ahmad Azlan Zainal'

Mai 10
Diz iz when I'm starting to pissed off with my work. Maybe it's just because of the stressed i need to deal with.. But overall it's OK!

Juni 10
I'M FALLING FOR YOU... That's all i can say.. Life?? Greaaaaat each and every single day :)

Juli 10
Feeling a lil bit down but everything stil UNDER CONTROL!

August 10
The month where i felt so blessed being with the one i love... me familia und me amor...!!

September 10
I'm counting something on diz month... counting n counting n wallah!!!

Oktober 10
I'm on cloud nineeeeee...

November 10
The month where I've started to be more matured in writing my blog! Muahahahaha.. POYO!

Dezember 10
Everything went WRONG....!!! I hate the end of 2010!!!


And there you go.... I'm sending the 2010 off to the past..GOODBYE~!