siapa.sebenarnya.aku.padamu

Cuba kau dengar

cuba kau cuba

diam bila ku cuba

tuk berbicara dengan kamu

Pernahkah kau ada

bila ku perlu

tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara

setia ku mendengar

agar tenang kau merasa

Siapa

sebenarnya aku padamu

mungkin sama dengan teman lain

yang bisa kau buat begitu

dan bila

tiada lagi teman bermain

kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku

itulah aku…padamu

Cuba kau lihat

cuba kau cuba

renung ke mata aku

bila ku kaku melihatmu

Pernahkah kau ada

bila ku perlu

tuk menyatakan rasa sakit

dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu

setia ku menunggu

agar senang kau merasa

Siapa

sebenarnya aku padamu

mungkin sama dengan teman lain

yang bisa kau buat begitu

dan bila

tiada lagi teman bermain

kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku

itulah aku…padamu

Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah

terlintas tuk menulis pada mu

salahkan ku

tak mungkin lagi aku meminta

untuk kau mendengar..

untuk kau melihat ke mataku

Siapa

sebenarnya aku padamu

mungkin sama dengan teman lain

yang bisa kau buat begitu

dan bila

tiada lagi teman bermain

kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku

itulah aku…padamu

wish.#.one

alooohaaa..

my bday wish number one.....iz....

tadaaaaa~!

me want diz!!

a persian kitty

 last year i got 2 tortoise Percy & Lucy

diz year i want kitty~~

so sweeeeet ~!

wait for my next wish u ols ;)

premonition

As Salam..

its kinda weird when i got diz uneasy feeling from yester..it wuz so uneasy as i can say it..i wonder why..org melayu ckp..'gerak hati atau naluri'..lastnite as i wuz watching the tv then it strike me! n i said to myself 'ish nape rase x sedap ati nih..ape nk jd nih...' hmmm..it wuz strange coz last i got diz feeling few years ago when my beloved cat 'chibi' died.. he wuz my most loveable pet..each time when im in trouble n crying in my ruum, he wud be sitting front of me n juz watched me crying..i used to talk to him while crying..he wuz like my besfren tat time.. one day he got sick wit kidney problems n he can even stand up.he wuz lying down front of the toilet tat time n i cried like crazeeee. when he's gone it felt so crushed..there's non any other cat tat cud replace him in my life..yet....so can i have a cat??hahahaha! :P

anyway, back to diz feeling...hopefully nothing's bad gonna be happen..InsyaAllah i pray to God make it all fine.. bless my parents wit longevity, bless my siblings wit healthy life n bless us all for a happy n prosperous life..Aminn..

Lourve,
Zara

hati.ini

semenjak dua menjak nih..hati nih bagai haihhhh dihiris sembilu..xtau knape ade je yg x kena..nampak luaran tsenyum bahagia tp pd dasar nye...? mcm2 mslh yg dtg..xkira lah psl ape je..kerja,peribadi, persekitaran, kawan2... smue nye...


permulaan 2011 tidak lah sebaik yg dsangka..segalanya seperti puting beliung..bagai tsunami mhempas bumi..knape dlm muka bumi nih ade makhluk yg btopengkan topeng...?? ehh ape aku merepek nih... bottom line iz..i hate POKER FACE!


so here goes the story..there's one freaking effing annoying one person tat really pissed me off. how can a well trained staff be such UNPROFESSIONAL at all..???! thank GOD she's outta there in few weeks time.. we dunt need UNprofessional in d organization :D


now goes to a person called 'friend'.. sumtimes not all friends can be trusted..not all can be yours truly friends..well we cant even notice how they wud be appeared in real life sumtimes. there few friends that i've known for so long..turns out to be....?? POKER FACE..but at one point they wud turned back their head and realize..'hey! u're just they same zara i've known huh..?' hahahaha!! well do i have to change for sumthing im not..?? hmmm sumtimes i wonder it too. hope i wont get to deal with this suckers anymore..tired oredi..


love..ohh such a sarcastic word for me now..wanna know y..? dunt believe in it anymore..sumtimes it just fade away..or shud i say its GONE...? muahahaha! well lets put it straight..love are not only by meant of 2 person falling in love..heyy FOCUS u guys! im talking bout love of doing sumthing..i used to love doing my work but sudenly now FEED-UP.. too much work with too much drama..i wonder wat do i love most of doing nowadays.....think i might be searching for my 'new love'..heheehee


opss gotta go..my tummy are crying like hell..see u soon..


Lourve,
Zara