devilicious

Devilicious~ haha!! my besties gave me tat word. Cool huh?? Y..? cOz im back being from an Angel to The Evil Queen of Revenge..wahahahaha!! I lOike (bak kate leeya...)

Had a tremendous lousy weekend..went out clubbin aftr like yearsssss stOp thOse thgy. Y?? Coz stress yg amat kot then ade org seduce utk mnyakitkn ati org lain a.k.a FRAUD!! ahaha.. well in conclusion, mission succesfuly accomplished! I had lotsa fun buat muke org tuh pucat lesi mcm nmpk antoo. syOk! then ape lg eh leeya?? wahahahha biarlah rahsia.....yg pntg puas gile jd devilish blik.

Well been like a week ++ kot website dOwn so cant do any work..In conclusion, BORED!! Preparing my Master registration. Bancrupt like almost 4k?? OMG!! Have to wOrk like double triple so tat bOle cover back kebancrupan ku..haha!! wat a language!

Anythg else to jote?? Hmm..i dunt tink so.. to be continue lah..ngntOk yg amat nih bile xde keje..

~xOxO~

All Cried Out

All alone on a sunday morning

Outside I see the rain is falling

Inside Im slowly dying

But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying

And you

Dont you know my tears will burn the pillow

Set this place on fire

cause Im tired of your lie

All I needed was a simple hello

But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry

I gave you my love in vain

Now Im all cried out, over you.

Cryin over you, yeah

Never wanted to see things your way,

Had to go astray

For why was I such a fool (why was I such a fool)

Now I see that the grass is greener

Is it too late for me to find my way home,

How could I be so wrong?

Leaving me all alone

Dont you know my tears will cause an inferno

Romance often fades

Why should I take the blame?

You were the one who left me neglected

(so sorry baby)

Apology not accepted

Add it to the broken hearts you've collected

I gave you my love in vain

My body never knew such pleasure,

My heart never knew such pain

And you

You left me so confused

Now Im all cried out

Now Im all cried out

Over you

{Allure}

It's 9th June

Heyy it's 9th June oredi..hmm..last 2 days were disaster. My phone kept ringing and sms kept coming in. Y?? haha..Dearies frenzies asking me qs tat i cudnt answer!! 'wat happen awien??' 'da tgk lom pic kt fb??' 'ape mslh korg b2 nih tetibe je' 'ape da jd??' 'celake nye tuuuuttt' and x abis2 wat happen wat hapen wat happen...........!! Stress tau x??? STRESSSSSSSSSSSS..

So i've tried my best not to tink..not even the day b4 it happen..on the day n after it. But y does everyone kept asking? I noe u guys were being such a good fren by asking me but do u even have a piece of heart understand tat my heart iz broken when everyone kept asking the qs tat i myself cudnt answer n accept it. I am being so strong. No tears have been out thru diz time. Y?? coz im strong enuf to face it iszit? Or its just i noe tat tears are invalue at diz moment..Naaahhh.. It's all wrong. I wanted to cry..Cried out loud but i dunt noe y i cant. Not even a tear drop came out. Walawehh im strong huh?? I hope so..

While listening to 'All Cried Out' i wish im crying all out now...ahhhh damn y y y???

A week later...still stressing

Counting....counting for wat ya?? huhu..Few wud noe..tomorrow wil be it. A happy moment..but it wasnt a happy day for me instead its for sumone else..Wishing tat person a joyful days ahead after tomorrow. But y.....?? Stil kept asking me 2 chase those pavements when u noe tat wasnt the place i belong to be...? STOP IT!! Juz in a glimpse u cud be so annoying..u made me sick. Go away please..go.. Marked my words..'what goes around comes around dear..'

So work were crazee. New JD on the corner. Bunch of reports to be run wif datelines on the table. Damn its so stressing................HELP!!

Out of mood mode. Yes im so outta mood diz few weeks. Y?? coz of those thingy i've mentioned earlier...pleaseeeeeeee go away........................every1..go2!!

CHASING PAVEMENTS

I've made up my mind,

Don't need to think it over

If I'm wrong, I am right

Don't need to look no further,

This ain't lust

I know this is love

But, if I tell the world

I'll never say enough

Cos it was not said to you

And that's exactly what I need to do

If I end up with you

Should I give up,

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?

Even if it leads nowhere

Or would it be a waste

Even if I knew my place

Should I leave it there

Should I give up,

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements

Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up

And fly around in circles

Watin' as my heart drops

And my back begins to tingle

Finally, could this be it

Or should I give up

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements

Even if it leads nowhere

Or would it be a waste

Even if I knew my place

Should I leave it there

Should I give up

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements

Even if it leads nowhere

Or would it be a waste

Even if I knew my place should I leave it there

Should I give up

Or should I just keep on chasin' pavements

Should I just keep no chasin' pavements

Ohh oh

Life Is Wonderful

It takes a crane to build a crane

It takes two floors to make a story

It takes an egg to make a hen

It takes a hen to make an egg

There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word

And it takes some words to make an action

And it takes some work to make it work

It takes some good to make it hurt

It takes some bad for satisfaction

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle

Ah la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn

And it takes a day to make you yawn brother

And it takes some old to make you young

It takes some cold to know the sun

It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love

But it takes you years to know what the love is

And it takes some fears to before i trust

It takes those tears to make it rust

It takes the rust to have it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound

And it takes a loss before you found it

And it takes a road to go nowhere

It takes a toll to show you care

It takes a hole to see the mountain

Ah la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la life goes full circle

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la life is meaningful

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la life is meaningful

Ah la la la la la la life is full of

Ah la la la la la life is so full of love

Ah la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful

Ah la la la la la life is full of

Ah la la la la la life is so full of love

juz got back

So i juz got back from Tioman Island wif bunch of psychos..Crazee but very much fun. I might say we all were having a great time release all thOse stupid stress n crazee wOrks in our lives. Suposedly we travel on d Thurs nite but due 2 sum time & wOrkin prObs so i end up chillin n freezing in d cinema watching wOlverine wif my girls n karaoke til 3am?? wahahahhaha!! cOOl! Anyway we start our journey at 8am from pJ direct 2 seremban then next stOp iz muadzam shah then end at tg gemOk. So the story begins.......we arrived around 2++pm but unfortunately n disasterly n sueeeeyyyyyly the ferry didnt arrived in time..We have 2 stay n wait n wait n wait sum more til like 8.30pm. Its NITE oredi ok!! damn we were tired of waiting. So the ferry was not so fast...using 1 fan so wat do u expect huh?? Finaly we arrived around 12.30pm at salang pusaka. Weird name but hmm okla. My eyes were so closing up n my bosy r dying 2 c the beds! Went 2 d ruum,change niteys n walaahhh gudnite everyone~

Day 2: Woke up around 8 then had my nasi lemak. Hmm not bad lah the ns lemak..Then frenzies starting 2 call-up lets go 2 d beach so i changed n jom2 lets go!! ahahahahha..spent time til noon n when i got back 2 the ruum i wuz like 'damn! theres no sun but im so sunburned????...abisla aku nk konvo....'haha!! naah its ok the sunburned cOz i realy had a great time..After lunch we went 2 the jety fishing n phishing....hehe~ round2 the area which iz not so big 2 make my feet felt tired. so i went back 2 d ruum thinkin..'hmm layan greys anatomy lar jap...' but end-up i slept til 8pm!!! Went 2 dinner, had a futsal session which those psychos,quizzing n squezzing..huhu..lOts of fun.. well we were planning of having the island trip 4 d next day..wOnder shud i go..im sO tired n ekceli im more into juz sleep in the ruum..huhu wat a waste huh if im in tioman but im sleeping all day long..so okla i go.........

Day 3: Woke up around 7.30..shower then bfast time..ns lemak lg...aihh blemak2 ler.. then head straight 2 d beach juz lying down listen 2 d sound of the wavery. Honestly sumtimes i felt so relax but sumtimes i realy hate it. It made me remembered of sth tat i realy hate. So 10am i went back 2 my ruum getting ready 4 d island trip. 15 of us join while others snorkling on their beds! gOod job guys! Cut it short..it was a great experienced i had back there on the island trip. Met sum1, nice person n he's been great. Thanks ya! u know who u r.. Later tat nite we had our dinner..and again thanks 2 d dinner..huhu..n again thanks 4 d beach walk..

Day 4: wawawwa its time 2 go home lOr..i wish i cud stay a lil bit longer but maybe i'l drOp by later wif my leeya. She's been dying 2 go 4 d island trip..So leeya, gear up,we're going there soon...ahahahhaha!! but wait til i checked back my planner lOr..hehe.. sO we depart around 3pm then arrived safely at tg gemok around 5pm..quite fast huh?? then my bro drive til keratong. We stop by there 4 dinner then i drive back to klang. So damn tiring....but it wuz a fun n memorable trip. Wish the next trip wud be a lot better...