CHASING PAVEMENTS

I've made up my mind,

Don't need to think it over

If I'm wrong, I am right

Don't need to look no further,

This ain't lust

I know this is love

But, if I tell the world

I'll never say enough

Cos it was not said to you

And that's exactly what I need to do

If I end up with you

Should I give up,

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?

Even if it leads nowhere

Or would it be a waste

Even if I knew my place

Should I leave it there

Should I give up,

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements

Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up

And fly around in circles

Watin' as my heart drops

And my back begins to tingle

Finally, could this be it

Or should I give up

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements

Even if it leads nowhere

Or would it be a waste

Even if I knew my place

Should I leave it there

Should I give up

Or should I just keep chasin' pavements

Even if it leads nowhere

Or would it be a waste

Even if I knew my place should I leave it there

Should I give up

Or should I just keep on chasin' pavements

Should I just keep no chasin' pavements

Ohh oh

Life Is Wonderful

It takes a crane to build a crane

It takes two floors to make a story

It takes an egg to make a hen

It takes a hen to make an egg

There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word

And it takes some words to make an action

And it takes some work to make it work

It takes some good to make it hurt

It takes some bad for satisfaction

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle

Ah la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn

And it takes a day to make you yawn brother

And it takes some old to make you young

It takes some cold to know the sun

It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love

But it takes you years to know what the love is

And it takes some fears to before i trust

It takes those tears to make it rust

It takes the rust to have it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound

And it takes a loss before you found it

And it takes a road to go nowhere

It takes a toll to show you care

It takes a hole to see the mountain

Ah la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la life goes full circle

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la life is meaningful

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la life is meaningful

Ah la la la la la la life is full of

Ah la la la la la life is so full of love

Ah la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful

Ah la la la la la life is full of

Ah la la la la la life is so full of love

juz got back

So i juz got back from Tioman Island wif bunch of psychos..Crazee but very much fun. I might say we all were having a great time release all thOse stupid stress n crazee wOrks in our lives. Suposedly we travel on d Thurs nite but due 2 sum time & wOrkin prObs so i end up chillin n freezing in d cinema watching wOlverine wif my girls n karaoke til 3am?? wahahahhaha!! cOOl! Anyway we start our journey at 8am from pJ direct 2 seremban then next stOp iz muadzam shah then end at tg gemOk. So the story begins.......we arrived around 2++pm but unfortunately n disasterly n sueeeeyyyyyly the ferry didnt arrived in time..We have 2 stay n wait n wait n wait sum more til like 8.30pm. Its NITE oredi ok!! damn we were tired of waiting. So the ferry was not so fast...using 1 fan so wat do u expect huh?? Finaly we arrived around 12.30pm at salang pusaka. Weird name but hmm okla. My eyes were so closing up n my bosy r dying 2 c the beds! Went 2 d ruum,change niteys n walaahhh gudnite everyone~

Day 2: Woke up around 8 then had my nasi lemak. Hmm not bad lah the ns lemak..Then frenzies starting 2 call-up lets go 2 d beach so i changed n jom2 lets go!! ahahahahha..spent time til noon n when i got back 2 the ruum i wuz like 'damn! theres no sun but im so sunburned????...abisla aku nk konvo....'haha!! naah its ok the sunburned cOz i realy had a great time..After lunch we went 2 the jety fishing n phishing....hehe~ round2 the area which iz not so big 2 make my feet felt tired. so i went back 2 d ruum thinkin..'hmm layan greys anatomy lar jap...' but end-up i slept til 8pm!!! Went 2 dinner, had a futsal session which those psychos,quizzing n squezzing..huhu..lOts of fun.. well we were planning of having the island trip 4 d next day..wOnder shud i go..im sO tired n ekceli im more into juz sleep in the ruum..huhu wat a waste huh if im in tioman but im sleeping all day long..so okla i go.........

Day 3: Woke up around 7.30..shower then bfast time..ns lemak lg...aihh blemak2 ler.. then head straight 2 d beach juz lying down listen 2 d sound of the wavery. Honestly sumtimes i felt so relax but sumtimes i realy hate it. It made me remembered of sth tat i realy hate. So 10am i went back 2 my ruum getting ready 4 d island trip. 15 of us join while others snorkling on their beds! gOod job guys! Cut it short..it was a great experienced i had back there on the island trip. Met sum1, nice person n he's been great. Thanks ya! u know who u r.. Later tat nite we had our dinner..and again thanks 2 d dinner..huhu..n again thanks 4 d beach walk..

Day 4: wawawwa its time 2 go home lOr..i wish i cud stay a lil bit longer but maybe i'l drOp by later wif my leeya. She's been dying 2 go 4 d island trip..So leeya, gear up,we're going there soon...ahahahhaha!! but wait til i checked back my planner lOr..hehe.. sO we depart around 3pm then arrived safely at tg gemok around 5pm..quite fast huh?? then my bro drive til keratong. We stop by there 4 dinner then i drive back to klang. So damn tiring....but it wuz a fun n memorable trip. Wish the next trip wud be a lot better...

 

FRIDAY

Its friday oredi.. Never tot it wud came diz short. I've been not in a good mood 4 diz entire week. At last my besties accidentally slip out who made the cruel thg 2 sum1 tat shud've known. hahaha!! YES i am so relieved. Y?? cOz there's burden in my chest tat shud b out 4 so many times but i cant bear 2 hurt the feelings of those people. But..i guess tats the best way for me to move on and forget how cruel tat person treat me. Remember..'wat goes around comes around dear..' Am i mad? yess definitely! Am i angry? Totally!! Am i sad? WTF shud i b sad? My anger r beyond ur stupid imaginery. But...its ok..i've let Allah decide for tat persons' done. Ok lets leave those behind..Dunt wanna tink or even remembered those cruel nasty shits thgs!

So 1 day i've decide 2 move on..move on?? Hahahahhaha..so i tot it wud moveeeeee on. Guess im wrong. Izzit the timing or izzit sum fake empty words or izzit juz me? I cant answer tat.. Only tat person got d answer..Sumtimes maybe its hard when we were hanging wif uncertainty decisions. But cant u even wait?? Guess u cant....now i realize those were juz ur fake empty words..meaningless..

Nitemares..got those in like 3days straight ahead?? Its been a while since i've got those nitemares. Dunno wats wrong..maybe im too stressed out or maybe im juz soo damn tired wif everythg tats been happening. Gosh i need a break..ahhhhhhhh!!! Hope everythg juz fade away.. Maybe i shud be continuing my old piano n violin lesson. At least it cud use my spare time so i cud b so damn busy n tired..hahahaha!! Gosh i realy missed playing those violin again..maybe tat wud do best..huhu..yeszaa got d idea oredi.. Happy Instrumenting~

adiks' big day

21st March 2009..my 2nd bro a.k.a adiks were engaged on diz sweet day. Im so hepi for him n....i made those in da pixa. Simple n sweet juz like his fiancee.. We had a great time back in penang. Even its kinda far far away..but it wuz a fun trip. Next day after d reception, we went 2 d Island hunting 4 anthg tat cud be hunt..haha!! hmm i wonder where i've put the pixax of the hunting trip....... 

my worst ever 24th big day

It have been long time but stil i wanna share the story...a story where i had like 1 day major depression n there wuz my besfrens came 2 cheer me up. well 1 of them r missing! nurul wuz missing from the scene but its ok..she had been wif me the whole entire nite stayed beside me while i wuz crying..thanks 2 ol of my besties leeya, nurul n pJa..ohh n siz lani as well ;P .. thanks 4 d karaoke enjOyment.. I realy love u guys so much coz u guys r the frens tat cried when i cried n laughed when i laughed.. it wuz my worst birthday ever but u guys made it wonderful by being my bestfriends!! muaCckksss~~ ohh n p.s: i look like SHITS!

ZARA back in real..

After a while i've been shutting myself into a very big clOset. It felt so goOd spending much time alone thinking wat supossed to be done in diz life. I've been hurt quite bad..really bad. But enuf iz enuf.. Tats it!! No more missy nice zara..From now on im so back on my feet wif new me. Set my goal oredi.. ' I DONT EVEN CARE!' ahahhahaha!! CoOl huh?? i've deleted my old blog cOz its juz a waste of time spending time blogging when peps tat i trust kept stabbing behind my back. Shit! tats wat i call to those losers. Enuf said..i've had enuf. From now on im juz gonna be me. ZARA!! i dunt care bout others to tink, dunt care bout others to feel. i juz care bout me juz me!!

Anyway..i realy missed the old blog cOz so much story n gOssips in there..But its ok, i'll try 2 make diz new blog as simple as i cud n as interesting it can be compared to the old blog..haha!! happy bloggin'