16.days

16 days!!!

gosh as i wuz googling n sudenly................it's juz another 16 days of my sober anniversary! its been a year??? shOot time passes by so quickly..tats great.. in 16 days im gonna be totaly dfrnt!! wait haa...... :P

tats all wanna say... muahahahaha~

lourve,

zara

february.valentines.cny.lourve

its been a while i didnt wirte up anythg..aiseyy been bz with my new life lor...im so hepi now!! well not all d times of course.so i tot i wuz realy 'thank-God tat stalker wuz gone' but OMG she's back! but im chill...like peps owez said 'ade aku kesah?'...ee x kuase lar nk layan org meroyan nnt mjd2 meroyan die..haha!!

its februar!!! the month of lourve~~ which im totaly NOT celebrating valentines' day ok! nonsense! we can celebrate our lourve in any days not juz in valentines...da! anyway, since chinese neu year iz also on 14th so they were saying tat diz tiger years brings lourve n so much lourve...ok tats good! well i've been cny hols for 5 days sick at home! wat happened?? UTI (urinary tract infections) demnnn...........!! tp skrg alhamdulillah da okes :D

ok nk cont wat kje sket..nnt smbung lg..huhu (padahal da ktandusan idea)

lourve,

zara

Happy 2010 New Year!!!!!!!!!!

well its been so long since i wrote anythg.been bz or shud i say trying 2 forget all those memories..haha! seriusly i wuz like nearly forgot tat i'd ever had a blog..thank God leeya remind me about her blog diz morn so i wiz like.....'OMG i got a blog too which FYI i haven't update it since sooooo demn long time..huhu...

wishing a very prosperous years ahead..my prayers shud be 'Ya Allah please take back all those tears,suffers and sorrows of 2009 and bless me with laughter,joy n happiness in 2010. Happy New Year to all my frenzies..May Allah bless us all with a joyful prosperous years ahead.Aminn...'

nothing else in diz world matters to me anymore..hmm do i have any reso for diz 2010?? i dunt tink so...ohh maybe im only cursing peps in my blog..hahhahahha!! less sinity i guess... :p

well had a great nite with mr farhan diz eve..lepaks having my favor roti naan n went out layaaaan movie..hmm he seems to be quite entertaining.hahhahahhaha!! well gotta off the lights now.time to sleeeeep... sweet dreams..

lourve,

me!

99 TIMES

So you see, you've got me back again for more

And it seems, your song is in my head this is war

Mystery, how I could feel you breathe me

I was sure you would keep every promise, you would keep every word

Well, I try to put your stories in line but it never adds up right

For every 99 times, you looked me in the eye

you looked me in the eye and swore you weren't lying

Well, I was so blind I never saw the signs

I'm getting out tonight and you're not invited

It's a shame you left me hanging like you did

It was brave but it was much more foolish

Don't you think? Don't you think?

Cause you know I won't be satisfied till you realize

These things are so typical

These things are unforgivable

I'm gone and you're invisible

Don't let me catch you followin'

Don't ask cause I'm not offering

You caused enough of my suffering

HUSH HUSH

I Never Needed You To Be Strong

I Never Needed You For Pointing Out My Wrongs

I Never Needed Pain, I Never Needed Strain

My Love For You Was Strong Enough You Should Have Known



I Never Needed You For Judgement

I Never Needed You To Question What I Spent

I Never Ask For Help, I Take Care Of Myself,

I Don't Know Why You Think You've Got A Hold On Me



And it's A Little Late For Conversations

There Isn't Anything For You To Say

And My Eye's Hurt, Hand's Shiver,

So Look At Me And Listen To Me Because



I don't Want Too, Stay Another Minute

I don't Want You, To Say A Single Word

Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush

There Is No Other Way, I Get The Final Say Because,

I don't Want Too, Do This Any Longer

I don't Want You, There's Nothing Left To Say

Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush

I've Already Spoken, Our Love Is Broken

Baby Hush, Hush



I Never Needed Your Corrections

On Everything From How I Act To What I Say

I Never Needed Words

I Never Needed Hurts

I Never Needed You To Be There Everyday



I'm Sorry For The Way I Let Go

From Everything I Wanted When You Came Along

But I'm Never Beaten From Broken Up Defeated

I Know Next To You Is Not Where I Belong



And it's A Little Late For Explanations

There Isn't Anything That You Can Do

And My Eye's Hurt, Hand's Shiver,

So You Will Listen When I Say



I don't Want Too, Stay Another Minute

I don't Want You, To Say A Single Word

Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush

There Is No Other Way, I Get The Final Say Because,

I don't Want Too, Do This Any Longer

I don't Want You, There's Nothing Left To Say

Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush

I've Already Spoken, Our Love Is Broken

Baby Hush, Hush



No More Words, No More Lies, No More Crying

No More Pain, No More Hurt, No More Trying



Yeaaaaahh

Because

I don't Want Too, Stay Another Minute

I don't Want You, To Say A Single Word

Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush

There Is No Other Way, I Get The Final Say Because,

I don't Want Too, Do This Any Longer

I don't Want You, There's Nothing Left To Say

Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush

I've Already Spoken, Our Love Is Broken

Baby Hush, Hush



Yeaaaaah (Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush)

I've Already Spoken, Our Love Is Broken

Baby Hush Hush

annoying

Well 1st and foremost i wanna wish to my dearie frenzies... 'Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak'..Semoga Ramadhan ini lebih bmakna dan dberkati buat kite smue.. :)

So i dunno y i felt so annoyed diz couple of days. Few frenzies said diz n dat. Well did u guys ever noe tat there's lOts in my mind..?? Its hard to tink nowadays cOz im so damn tired of wOrking n studying at the same time. didnt even hv time 2 chill..I might be lepaking wif leeya til 2am but did u guys noe wats in my mind. kept on tinking OMG so many homework n revisions to do..but i oso need sum time-off n tats y went out lepaking wif leeya watching my favOrs bOwling game. it made me hepi seeing my old bOwling frens ok!

Hmm peps asked who am i seeing now..the truth iz..i oso dunno who..haha!! im seeing everyone including my ex or...hmm well he said he never broke off with me so im stil his gf?? OMG crazy. Totaly mental breakdown..but as i said i'll do watever i wanna do ok so back-off!!

Danial Haizriel wuz 1 terrific guy..u guys shud meet him up..haha!! tgguuuuuu... later diz eve my ex said sumthg tat realy annOys me..(ohh not the mental breakdown ex but another person...) wat did he said..?? let it be only me knows..Another person which the mental breakdown were in London for diz whole 2 weeks but.....can u guys imagine he actualy called me every single day for like 3x a day???? wahhahahahhaa...SYOK bak kate nurul... ;p watever pon lantak lah janji i hepi. mls da nk pk byk2 hal mcm2 hal..Its kinda pathetic trying to be nice to other peps but later on self destruct. Better i do anythg tat i like n made myself hepi. GTH with others tat doesnt agree wif me.

hmm im tired..lots of homework but im tired..better off to sleep now..c ya in the nxt wrote-up.. take care u guys on diz fasting month. Drink plenty of water at nites k.. :)

~xOxO~

so long

its been so long..hmm been bz lately with so much homewOrk n prOblemos. So wat happened for like weeeeeekkksss past huh?? Lotsa thgs happened. Very stupid n bitchy thgs!!

1st: can u see tat post below diz?? tat person serang me!! finally...haha she revealed herself but not as herself but as 'FRIEND' of the victim. VICTIM?? OMG! u cld urself as victim?? haha..u gotta be kiddin urself! Im sory my dear but u r the victim here. U want prove?? i've given to u rite? So we bOth confessed..but wat did u do?? u were threatening to called-off the engagement but did u?? haha..so who's d desperate between us two ere?? i dOesnt even care. I noe where my place iz my dear..n u shud noe it tOo. U've studied so high but unfOrtunately ur brain r NOT as smart as wat u said. Sory to say but u r making urself lOok so damn stupid n DUMB! Relax and patience..tats the key..

2nd: He changed a lot!! sudenly he iz the person tat he used to be. He ignOred everythg tat happened and said 'lantak lah org nk ckp ke marah ke..peduli ape' haha!! totaly WOW! ok no comment for tat. 'I know they wanna come and separate us but they can't do us nothin..Your the one i want and i'm a continue lovin..Cause your considered wify and i'm considered husband..And i'm a always be there for you...........And no one knows..Why i'm into you..Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes..And no one know, the things we've been through..Can never measure up to half of what i put you through..That's why we'll break through..' huhu so owez sings diz to me aite..?? how meaningful it iz isnt it u said?? hmm...

3rd: im sooo tired with so many hOmewOrks. feels like drOppin off but come on zara!! motivate urself!!!! wats ur goal zara?? be a Dr by the age 30...hmm 6 more years to go but im closer to it..yehaaaaaaaaaa~~

well tats it til nOw.. to be continue...

~xOxO~